suay suay suay! this is the only word suit to describe my day . mood swings ! -.- irritating kays ! is damn damn damn. hmm, in the morning , yeah...went smoothly..nothing much happen . but then ..after school...wah ! stupid day alright ! -.- kay kay , let mi start of my saying the sjab training . ahem ! first...we had the training , start around 2.45pm ? hidayu came lae as she had supp. hahas , olrite . so we trained ourselves 1st . train train train...and my vocal ! OMG ! -.- we tried our very best to train luhs . even Saleha came to help us....she volunteer (: and of course, ie practised the commands -.- and as for xueling ,she tired for her timing . then when hidayu came, all of us train together...after much trainings on our on . we told saleha , we are not very sure about the slow march stuffs like...slow march turn to the back, front, left and right . and my commands really sucks ! really ....is damn damn sucks . i tried many times to command properly..yet.....haiz haiz haiz ....-.- perharps, im really a failure ? a failure dont really succeed in life . maybe im one of them? ie disappoint the whole teams . especially joey...ie noe luhs..eu not happy with mi . im here to apologize to you . and of course, xhueling and hidayu...sorry ladies . my fault kays ? ie try to practise more often . im sucks in everything luhs. ie shdnt be in this world in the first place . ie will buck up . next training , ie will confirm with your again . most probably will be on wed ? see how bahs . after all...ie really feel like giving up . yeah, really its true . nevermind ...just finish this task and thats it . and thanks dear...for your encouragements and support . yeah , you are right ...no one is a failure. everyone has their own strengths . thanks for lecturing mi, to make mi wake up . ie now you will say , ie have too low self confidence. but what can ie do to built up my confidence ? -.- everything just went wrong...everything . forget it . it takes time and effort..to build up . im not here to gain your sympathy...but just to express out my feelings . nvm nvm....just smile ! :D be cheerful ....hmm...gotta prepare for tuition now .
Don't show me your attitude -.-
1st March 2009
women men
1.Affection 1.Sexual Fulfillment
2.Conversation 2.Recreational Companionship
3.Honesty & openness 3.Attractive Spouse
4.Financial Support 4.Domestic Support
5.Family Commitment 5.Admiration
i feel proud sharing all these with your . so relationships, marriages can go on smoothly (: then , after service, cellmates took shuffle bus to JW . know why ? SHU HUI & DANIEL ARE GETTING WATER BAPTISM ! whoohoo !sorry peeps, ie cant follow your . as i need to attend bible study , haiyoyo ! super sad luhs , cant go and support your . wonder whats the feeling like after being baptized (: super paiisehs , only ivan and i went for bible study whish is church introductory class . OMG ! only both of us -.- we hardly talk . LOL ! feel so awkward just only mi and him . hahhaas . nvm nvm , will get uesd to it (: then after service, went to fnd sunshine and crazy stead at hougang mall (: ie didn't eat my breakfast and lunch luhs . super duper hungry kays ! hahahas . when reached hougang,crazy stead said she need to meet her gan kor n daddy. LOL ? so she head off to vivo first. left sunshine and i went in to a food court..ate the tom yam U mian . is damn nice ! a good recommendation ! (: aft lunch, walk around the mall..went in to minitoons..bought a massage stick for my grandma ! :D her birthday is nxet week sat . hahas . hmm...hmm...then bought bubble tea. then home sweet home . tutor said , she is drenched totally . LOL !had slight headache -.- so postpone the tuition to tmr . hahahs:D lamelamelame .
